I have been beholden to so many people.

The pain that many people has suffered owing to me is so immense.
  
The pain that will be suffered furthermore is unmeasurable.

The rest of my lifetime will be noting by but burden to others.

I can’t do anything with my bad health condition.
  
I neither can read books nor write anything.

(글을 쓸수도 없다면서 유서가 있는데, 참~불가사의한 일입니노!)
(Although he couldn't write something, here is his last will.
Thats fucking odd!)


Don’t be too sad.

Isn’t life and death just a part of nature?

Don’t feel too sorry for it.

And don’t blame anyone.

It’s just a faith.


Cremate me.

And place just a very small gravestone on somewhere near my house.

It’s what I have been thinking for a long time.